Steffen

I absolutely did not expect my HIV diagnosis! Time seemed to stand still and I suddenly felt powerless and full of fears. And fort the first days, I felt this fear constantly at my side.

What will happen to my life now? What changes? Will I still be able to follw my passions like diving or travelling? I immediately had Freddy Mercury, the film Philadelphia and other terrible images in my head. Who do I tell? How do I say it?

I was constantly searching for answers to my questions and fears. I felt like I had lost control of my life and had no idea what to expect with my new companion. 

My husband helped me as much as he could and still stands by me today. And with everything he couldn't help me with, I made my own experiences. I went tot he local Aidshilfe for good talks and had a really good doctor at my side. I had good experiences with them, but I felt, they couldn’t really understand me, as they are not in the same situation.

Maybe you feel the same way I did a few years ago. I can tell you: "You are not alone and you life will continue as you want it to be!" The fears I had after my diagnosis have definitely not come true. I am doing well and enjoying life to the fullest. I enjoy diving, travelling and my „positive“ attitude. I am getting along very well with my HIV infection. Looking back, I can say that I have never had any symptoms related to HIV or any side effect as a result of my medication. I only take one pill a day.

I would be happy to listen to you and if you want I can tell you about my experiences. Together we can solve and overcome your questions, fears and anxieties.

You see: HIV must not be your life‘s burden! Let's talk about it, I'm here for you!